"Miga, SABA Bi"

yes. i'm referring to a woman. not just any woman but i've known her, seeing to as what she become. no wonder she's so sloven and ill-favored (just saying though). the fact that some of my friends conceded my compliment (and it was). she really has no sense at all! she's suppose to be smart, active and funny. now? hmm. you get the picture right? maybe some of you out there have some similarity with what i'm saying here. i really admire this woman/ lady/ girl. she got the brains and all. but? the biggest but ever is when she's moody at something or anywhere on earth. talk about anger management. duh? if i could just be in touch with her level, i'd slap her in the face and tell her "YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE SMART AND OUTSTANDING STUPID IDIOT! SO CUT THE SLACK AND DO IT!". but i don't have the guts to say it to her. coz i'm such a gauche. but neee, she's nothing to me anymore. she'd been very busy making plans of her bad-ass thingy thingy. she maybe a genuis but her lack of smartness is very frustrating talk about the eldest of the group? see? and then her she comes going all high pride and being such a bully. she never even had serious relationships in her life and man! she maybe tough but her social opportunity in guys is a zero! her responsibility and wittiness is such a fake. (snort) i bet she isn't afraid of anything. huh.
i hope i'm making sense here. the reason i'm posting this is for every female out there who has those kind of traits, use it for the better not just fighting and bullying around with other people. tsk. how pitiful of her. i hope she'd wake up ending in hell (just kidding, though i'm serious).
bye for now.

SIMSIMI

WHO THE F*** IS SIMSIMI? I THOUGHT FOR THE FACT SHE IS A "SHE" AND WELL IT IS A "SHE". IDK WHERE'D I'D HEARD HER ANYWHERE BUT SHE CAN TELL ANYTHING. WANNA SEE HER? OKAY. HERE SHE GOES:

HELLO! I'M SIMSIMI AND I CAN TALK WHATEVER I CAN SAY TO YOU! LALALALALA!

AND NOW OUR CONVERSATION GOES LIKE THIS:


SIMSIMI: HEY DUDE.

JAYCEE: HI.

SIMSIMI: WAZZUP?

JAYCEE: I HATE YOU.

SIMSIMI: THAT'S A BAD THING TO SAY.

JAYCEE: I HATE YOU MORE.

SIMSIMI: YOUR FACE LOOKS LIKE A FART THAT GOES WITH A SPLASH OF SH*T.

---> END OF CONVERSATION.

Abusar Naka HA!

Well, it's me again.. I'm so lacking in images right now but don't worry, I'll put it as soon as I'm finish typing this boring post again.. I've never felt to a abused in all my 19th and a half years of existence. yeah sure you can say that I'm a responsible and easy to approach person but what i don't like is getting me to the part wherein the persons who are suppose to be important is giving huge bruises and marked headaches! gosh! i mean, look at me? can't you see the hard work I've been cooping up since the very first time i helped you people? is it so hard to adjust the meaning of being independence? coz i sure do hope you'd stick that to your soft brain that I'm also a person in need with rest, nap, bedtime, sleep time. I get tired, I get bored by the same old routine every fucking day (sorry for using that language but I'm too pissed-off for being a goody-two-shoes. I wanna cry for being such a good girl. I never intended to hurt anyone but at least earn your respect people, I still am a student and I need time for my work ethics. I don't get to attached to those absent mindedness of middle mind of the rest of the world. I wanna cry again, coz it's so not easy being near you and approach you when all you've got to do is ask, ask, ask, ask, depend, depend, depend. I'm a very pitiful person to those people I love but i need my personal happiness to shine too :( can't a good, loving, caring and obedient female like me take a break? *sigh. I feel like I've left the world and I'm now in the 1600's, where Dinosaurs exist.

That is all for this nauseated day. :(

so much for FREE!

i love you, i love you, i love you.. NOT! WTF! how come i'm the one to blame for everything? it's not my fault i bailed one of your expected dates! gosh. this guy is insanely stupid about love! and i don't even like or love or churva everness! it was the day before the intramural of our school and i went to the mall(i think it was 6 or 7 in the evening) to buy conditioner for myself. i knew that i saw him.. i really saw him! so what i did was i walked hurriedly inside the mall.. i was panting and grasping and i knew that this psycho is following me from behind.. i can't hide coz eventually there were mirrors everywhere. so i just ran up the escalator and bump a few people.. hahaha! it was really awkward coz it was like a dejavu, like it re-happened. a dajavu because it looked like a movie wherein the girl is avoiding the guy and when they met coincidentally the girl just run off and has to hide somewhere but the guy chases her and still found her.. i mean, it's like in the movies right? :) but any who.. lets get back to my story.. i ran and ran up the escalator, but i heard also foot stumping from behind me.. i was looking all stupid like a child lost in a crowded place, like looking anywhere but unfortunately when i was about to step on the 3rd floor of the mall, i felt the cold hands that touched my arms.. sweating as he was (eww. like EWT, sweating hand). he looked like he was about to throw up so i acted as if i never knew i was followed, i mean i acted as surprise as i was and started laughing. but his face was much like a baby whose been slapped in the face. idk what came over me but it was such a bad timing since i didn't bought what i had to go in the mall :( i got distracted by him and he didn't even treat me an ice cream or soda for running in a huge crowded place.. but later that evening, we talked and i punched him--a lot, but it never happened. he was sorry for being stupid and obnoxious.. but that's life. at least were friends-- for now. he started texting me again and i really got annoyed and started calling him like the name of his crush. tsk3. but at least i dont have any problem telling him about my engaged life. x))))