"Miga, SABA Bi"

yes. i'm referring to a woman. not just any woman but i've known her, seeing to as what she become. no wonder she's so sloven and ill-favored (just saying though). the fact that some of my friends conceded my compliment (and it was). she really has no sense at all! she's suppose to be smart, active and funny. now? hmm. you get the picture right? maybe some of you out there have some similarity with what i'm saying here. i really admire this woman/ lady/ girl. she got the brains and all. but? the biggest but ever is when she's moody at something or anywhere on earth. talk about anger management. duh? if i could just be in touch with her level, i'd slap her in the face and tell her "YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE SMART AND OUTSTANDING STUPID IDIOT! SO CUT THE SLACK AND DO IT!". but i don't have the guts to say it to her. coz i'm such a gauche. but neee, she's nothing to me anymore. she'd been very busy making plans of her bad-ass thingy thingy. she maybe a genuis but her lack of smartness is very frustrating talk about the eldest of the group? see? and then her she comes going all high pride and being such a bully. she never even had serious relationships in her life and man! she maybe tough but her social opportunity in guys is a zero! her responsibility and wittiness is such a fake. (snort) i bet she isn't afraid of anything. huh.
i hope i'm making sense here. the reason i'm posting this is for every female out there who has those kind of traits, use it for the better not just fighting and bullying around with other people. tsk. how pitiful of her. i hope she'd wake up ending in hell (just kidding, though i'm serious).
bye for now.

Abusar Naka HA!

Well, it's me again.. I'm so lacking in images right now but don't worry, I'll put it as soon as I'm finish typing this boring post again.. I've never felt to a abused in all my 19th and a half years of existence. yeah sure you can say that I'm a responsible and easy to approach person but what i don't like is getting me to the part wherein the persons who are suppose to be important is giving huge bruises and marked headaches! gosh! i mean, look at me? can't you see the hard work I've been cooping up since the very first time i helped you people? is it so hard to adjust the meaning of being independence? coz i sure do hope you'd stick that to your soft brain that I'm also a person in need with rest, nap, bedtime, sleep time. I get tired, I get bored by the same old routine every fucking day (sorry for using that language but I'm too pissed-off for being a goody-two-shoes. I wanna cry for being such a good girl. I never intended to hurt anyone but at least earn your respect people, I still am a student and I need time for my work ethics. I don't get to attached to those absent mindedness of middle mind of the rest of the world. I wanna cry again, coz it's so not easy being near you and approach you when all you've got to do is ask, ask, ask, ask, depend, depend, depend. I'm a very pitiful person to those people I love but i need my personal happiness to shine too :( can't a good, loving, caring and obedient female like me take a break? *sigh. I feel like I've left the world and I'm now in the 1600's, where Dinosaurs exist.

That is all for this nauseated day. :(