Well, it's me again.. I'm so lacking in images right now but don't worry, I'll put it as soon as I'm finish typing this boring post again.. I've never felt to a abused in all my 19th and a half years of existence. yeah sure you can say that I'm a responsible and easy to approach person but what i don't like is getting me to the part wherein the persons who are suppose to be important is giving huge bruises and marked headaches! gosh! i mean, look at me? can't you see the hard work I've been cooping up since the very first time i helped you people? is it so hard to adjust the meaning of being independence? coz i sure do hope you'd stick that to your soft brain that I'm also a person in need with rest, nap, bedtime, sleep time. I get tired, I get bored by the same old routine every fucking day (sorry for using that language but I'm too pissed-off for being a goody-two-shoes. I wanna cry for being such a good girl. I never intended to hurt anyone but at least earn your respect people, I still am a student and I need time for my work ethics. I don't get to attached to those absent mindedness of middle mind of the rest of the world. I wanna cry again, coz it's so not easy being near you and approach you when all you've got to do is ask, ask, ask, ask, depend, depend, depend. I'm a very pitiful person to those people I love but i need my personal happiness to shine too :( can't a good, loving, caring and obedient female like me take a break? *sigh. I feel like I've left the world and I'm now in the 1600's, where Dinosaurs exist.
That is all for this nauseated day. :(
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